Playing God.

"cant make my own descisions; or make any with prescision, maybe you should tell me off; so i don't go where you don't want me"

I hate it when people tell me how i should live MY life.. how i should act; or do things or even think, its like WTF, and then their doing things wrong themselves. It's like who gave you a pedastal and made you better then me, i know they can be older then me and stuff but i'm still a human being and stuff so i should be able to life my own life.

"next time you point a finger; i'll point you to the mirror."

i know no-body really wants to believe me anymore; but i'm just scared of hurting people so i'd rather lie not to hurt them... it's all too complicated in my opinon. I wish life was just more simple.

What do you do; when your lost and confused beyound imaginable?

ISMFYR x

The only exception

Well; what do you do... when like...

you fall for someone... and you thought they fell back... and then they changed.. or maybe you changed.. or something changed.. well yeah.. somethings different..

how do you get back to those days; when your just happy..?

and it's like.. before that.. i'd given up.. before him.. i mean.. like i really was... ready to just give up on all of it.. and people can literally like.. leave.

its as simple as hoping on a plane i guess...

and this paramore song should have soooo come out at the beginning of september.. because

"i got a tight grip on reality but i can't let go of what you done to me here.. i know your leaving in the morning when you wake up; leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream.."

and

"you are the only exception; and i'm on my way to believing"

It's like.. my life got written out into words! honestly!

but yeah... my only exception.. is lost i guess.. and i wish i could find it again... because it made me.. me again..

i guess it was me who changed then; but i always knew i'd never be good enough for them..