Empire State of Mind :)

I cannot stop listening to this song, because I'm of to New York in SIX days :D

I've got so much work to do before then and I'm doing it now, so I shouldn't be on here,but i promised I'd blog more :)

"concrete jungle where dreams are made of, there's nothing you can't do.."

at the moment life is good, okay so I'm not going to uni or anything atm, but like, I'm happy.. :)
but yeah, best get back to work...

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Blender..

I've come back!!

wooooo

I haven't posted since last year!!

FUCKING HELL!!

Well we got our Grease role's; I'm Jan :) yay

I'm 18 now yay!!! I had a fancy dress party and I was Snow White

Im going to NEW YORK next monday!!!

Right now life is good :)

had a brilliant weekend thanks to someone special <3>

I've missed it :)

Ismyfantasy your reality?
Or are we living the dream ?

:) I'll find out the answer one day

Until then..
PEACE :)

"Do you wanna get to know me
Do you wanna learn to get inside my head
Do you wanna get to touch me"

No Air.

"if i die before i wake, it's cuz you took my breath away. loosing you is like living in a world with no air"

I really like someone, but its hard, because i think they have someone else, and you can't talk to them about it, and it sucks...!!!

Pantos nearly over though, so i can blog everyday nearly, I'm kinda sad about it, but happy to cuz Grease is next, really want a lead.

Rizzo or Frenchie will do me NICE ;)

any audition ideas?

love

ISFYR ? x

Playing God.

"cant make my own descisions; or make any with prescision, maybe you should tell me off; so i don't go where you don't want me"

I hate it when people tell me how i should live MY life.. how i should act; or do things or even think, its like WTF, and then their doing things wrong themselves. It's like who gave you a pedastal and made you better then me, i know they can be older then me and stuff but i'm still a human being and stuff so i should be able to life my own life.

"next time you point a finger; i'll point you to the mirror."

i know no-body really wants to believe me anymore; but i'm just scared of hurting people so i'd rather lie not to hurt them... it's all too complicated in my opinon. I wish life was just more simple.

What do you do; when your lost and confused beyound imaginable?

ISMFYR x

The only exception

Well; what do you do... when like...

you fall for someone... and you thought they fell back... and then they changed.. or maybe you changed.. or something changed.. well yeah.. somethings different..

how do you get back to those days; when your just happy..?

and it's like.. before that.. i'd given up.. before him.. i mean.. like i really was... ready to just give up on all of it.. and people can literally like.. leave.

its as simple as hoping on a plane i guess...

and this paramore song should have soooo come out at the beginning of september.. because

"i got a tight grip on reality but i can't let go of what you done to me here.. i know your leaving in the morning when you wake up; leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream.."

and

"you are the only exception; and i'm on my way to believing"

It's like.. my life got written out into words! honestly!

but yeah... my only exception.. is lost i guess.. and i wish i could find it again... because it made me.. me again..

i guess it was me who changed then; but i always knew i'd never be good enough for them..

Falling Down..

' your eyes are fixed; your smile is so elastic.. you gave me roses; but their all just made of plastic'

argh... if you fall for someone it's hard...

cuz they might fall for you back.. or they might not..

or then they do, but theres like LOADS of complications!!!

Hot Stuff

Life is soooo.... hectic.. atm...

need too slow down..

reason why I haven't blogged in blooming YEARS!!!

Panto is draining me outttt....!!!!!!!

but I met a SUPERSUPER cute guy today, and I'm seeing him monday sooo...

let's just hope init :)

'i walk into you joint, with a hoodie on, dont need a short skirt for you tooo knoooowwwwww...'