7 Dec 2009

No Air.

"if i die before i wake, it's cuz you took my breath away. loosing you is like living in a world with no air"

I really like someone, but its hard, because i think they have someone else, and you can't talk to them about it, and it sucks...!!!

Pantos nearly over though, so i can blog everyday nearly, I'm kinda sad about it, but happy to cuz Grease is next, really want a lead.

Rizzo or Frenchie will do me NICE ;)

any audition ideas?

love

ISFYR ? x

18 Nov 2009

Playing God.

"cant make my own descisions; or make any with prescision, maybe you should tell me off; so i don't go where you don't want me"

I hate it when people tell me how i should live MY life.. how i should act; or do things or even think, its like WTF, and then their doing things wrong themselves. It's like who gave you a pedastal and made you better then me, i know they can be older then me and stuff but i'm still a human being and stuff so i should be able to life my own life.

"next time you point a finger; i'll point you to the mirror."

i know no-body really wants to believe me anymore; but i'm just scared of hurting people so i'd rather lie not to hurt them... it's all too complicated in my opinon. I wish life was just more simple.

What do you do; when your lost and confused beyound imaginable?

ISMFYR x

16 Nov 2009

The only exception

Well; what do you do... when like...
you fall for someone... and you thought they fell back... and then they changed.. or maybe you changed.. or something changed.. well yeah.. somethings different..

how do you get back to those days; when your just happy..?

and it's like.. before that.. i'd given up.. before him.. i mean.. like i really was... ready to just give up on all of it.. and people can literally like.. leave.
its as simple as hoping on a plane i guess...

and this paramore song should have soooo come out at the beginning of september.. because

"i got a tight grip on reality but i can't let go of what you done to me here.. i know your leaving in the morning when you wake up; leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream.."

and

"you are the only exception; and i'm on my way to believing"


It's like.. my life got written out into words! honestly!
but yeah... my only exception.. is lost i guess.. and i wish i could find it again... because it made me.. me again..

i guess it was me who changed then; but i always knew i'd never be good enough for them..

29 Oct 2009

Falling Down..

' your eyes are fixed; your smile is so elastic.. you gave me roses; but their all just made of plastic'

argh... if you fall for someone it's hard...
cuz they might fall for you back.. or they might not..
or then they do, but theres like LOADS of complications!!!

24 Oct 2009

Hot Stuff

Life is soooo.... hectic.. atm...
need too slow down..
reason why I haven't blogged in blooming YEARS!!!

Panto is draining me outttt....!!!!!!!

but I met a SUPERSUPER cute guy today, and I'm seeing him monday sooo...
let's just hope init :)

'i walk into you joint, with a hoodie on, dont need a short skirt for you tooo knoooowwwwww...'

11 Oct 2009

Misguided Ghosts.

Mehh...
that's how i feel... like a misguided ghost because everythings to hard atm, and i'm a ghost to some people, the people i want that is..

i am so fucking desperate, people are right.

mehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


i hate life atm.

its too up and down...

29 Sept 2009

bitch of living.

Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah.

how's everyone feel..?
My friend paige died yesturday, so i didn't sleep at all, then when i finally slept at about 7, i woke up at 8.45 making me behind for college; then i had to get the bus, meaning i got there at 10 for a 9.30 ballet lesson, which SUCKS because i wasn't aloud in.

:(

Today has just been the bitch of living.


It's the bitch of living
(Bitch, just the bitch)
And living in your head
(Just the bitch, yeah)
Just the bitch of living
As someone you can't stand

27 Sept 2009

Outta Here..

Can Someone Please Just Get Me Outta Here.. ?

26 Sept 2009

Sing For Me..

Actually.. I'm singing for you...
but yeah...



check out my youtube peeps :)


www.youtube.com/user/annagelface


:D :D


tell people :)

24 Sept 2009

Totally FUCKED!

There’s a moment you know…you’re fucked –
Not an inch more room to self-destruct
No more moves
– oh yeah, the dead-end zone
Man, you just can’t call your soul your own
But the thing that makes you really jump
Is that the weirdest shit is still to come
You can ask yourself: “Hey, what have I done?”
You’re just a fly – the little guys, they kill for fun
Man, you’re fucked if you just freeze up
Can’t do that thing – that keeping still
But, you’re fucked if you speak your mind
And you know – uh huh – you will
Yeah, you’re fucked all right – and all for spite
You can kiss your sorry ass goodbye
Totally fucked – will they mess you up?
Well you know they’re gonna try
Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
Disappear – yeah, well, you wanna try
Wanna bundle up into some big ass lie
Long enough for them to all just quit
Long enough for you to get out of it
Yeah, you’re fucked all right – and all for spite
You can kiss your sorry ass goodbye
Totally fucked – will they mess you up?
Well you know they’re gonna try

Yeah, you’re fucked all right – and all for spite
You can kiss your sorry ass goodbye
Totally fucked – will they mess you up?
Well you know they’re gonna try

Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
Blah blah blah blah blah
Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
Blah blah blah blah blah
Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
Blah blah blah blah blah
Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
Blah blah blah blah blah

Totally fucked!


my life.. in words.. atm...

that is all (Y)

23 Sept 2009

Superboy && The invisible girl..

i wish i could fly.. and magically appear and dissapper.. i wish i could fly; i'd fly far away from here..

I seriously am beginning to feel invisible.. which isn't good, because i should'nt i mean, nobodies ignoring me purposely i don't think...
hmm...
mehh..

allow...
i really don't have much to say anymore...
some things and people just leave me speechless, and i actually hate the fact that i'm speechless, because of one person *ARGH* it stresses my life out...

another line from this AMAZING song!

take a look at the invisible girl; here she is clear as the day.. please look closely and find her before she fades away..

22 Sept 2009

I'm not that girl..

I litereally can't do ANYTHING right..
like really..
I've managed to push people away.. :S ALLOW...

Too much pressure at the moment..
Trying to do everything right..
And I'm still failing..


Three Shows..
Two(see what i did there) problems..
One person..

allow.

I need help..
with stuff... so like.. can you private email on this.. ??
lol... ermm yeah... its private...
but allow life atm...!!!!

Don't wish, Don't start, Wishing only wounds the heart, I wasn't born for the rose or the pearl, I'm not that ... girl...

19 Sept 2009

Don't Do Sadness

Not even a little bit..
I just don't need it in my life..
I don't want any part of it..
I don't do sadness... Hey I've done my time looking back on it all and it blows my mind..
I don't do sadness.. so been there; I don't do sadness, just don't care....

And I wish this was the truth..
I feel shitty today..
And Its cuz of..... stuff.. person.. people... BLAH!

Anyway.. I had to blog cuz I didn't yesturday ...


Any thoughts on how I can cheer up..?

17 Sept 2009

Not Alone..

It come's to a time in every girl's life, where she realises, who her true friends are, and who were they're for a ride, and decide to get off half way through, well I have; and too be quiet frank, I COULDN'T BE HAPPIER!!

I love all my true friends, because they are there for me, even though I can be a dramatic lil bitch :)..

other then that, I'm getting really ill :( ALLOW :(

and I miss you :( (you know who you are)

anyway, I have to go wash the dishes (Y)


15 Sept 2009

Never Think.

yeah, weird title, but it is actually a song, and i couldn't think of a title, so i put this :)
i don't know how i feel today, a little lonely, kinda cold, a little sad and angry that i got drenched in the rain today (N)..


i looked like a drowned rat because im small and tiny and anything that gets wet on me, streches making me look tinier then normal, and im 5ft 1in, so how can i get any smaller!!

i'm loosing contact with certain people, but too be honest i won't let it phase me, because the people who fight to stay in my life, will stay :)

everybodies getting excited on facebook with tagging names in status LOL!
its like twitter, but with a chat, email and better applications..

and finally for the day, i found out i have to retake my maths gcse YAY =\ not..!

oh no wait, finally for the day!!!!

I FOUND OUT SOMETHING BOUT THE NEW MOON PREMIER!!!! YAY!

14 Sept 2009

OHMYGOD..OHMYGODYOUGUYS!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HlNiDE6sxNY&feature=sub


OH MY GOD..!!!

NEW MOON...
AHHH
AHHH
AHHHHH
AHHHHHHH

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

-faints-

That is all for today (Y)

13 Sept 2009

Sweet About Me.. (11 Questions)

I was thinking i'd try to do like; a get to know me better thing, so I got lots of people to ask me 20 question to answer and stuff.. and then you'll know a little more about me, feel free to ask me anymore questions in the comments or via any way of contact =]

1. What do you look for in a guy (my older rockstar char)..?
hmm, well; I go for personailty over looks all the time, but they have to have something cute about them, I usually like light coloured eyes, because I have such dark eyes, and a cute smile, and they've got to be able to handle my mood swings, they generally just gotta be nice, TRY and get along with my family & friends, and like me for who I am.

2. What do you want to call your first child (leahhh)..?
If it's a girl I want to call her Summer Rose or something decided on by me and the father, the reason I like summer rose, even though it sounds like one of those stupid celeb names, is because my favorite season is summer and I like roses. if it's a boy, I've always like the name Daniel, and Nathaniel, so it'd be between one of those or something the father liked.

3. What does your favorite t-shirt say on it (navi)..?
My favorite t-shirt is my superman t-shirt, with the superman logo on it =].

4. If you could go could go anywhere; where would you go and why (navi again)..?
Well, this is going to sound really silly, but if I could go anywhere, I'd want to go to mountview for uni, because it's been my dream to attend that school for like 12 years now, and I've been going there for saturday schools for 12 years, so to go there would be a massive dream come true for me because I love that school with a passion, and its my second home, I also believe that it is where i belong outside of home, because I feel like it keeps me real to who I am, no matter where I am, what I'm doing or who im with.

5. (I guess this is one of the most important questions, asked by sevket,) Who are you..?
My name is Anna Lucinda Pitsilides ; I'm born on the 5th march in the year of 1992, making me 17 years old. Musical theatre is who I am, it is the biggest part of my life, besides my family and friends, and it is the key thing about me, everything that I am began and orgininated from this one point. My idol is
Audrey Hepburn because she is an amazing actress and person, who had strong values and has helped my create who I am. My favorite colour is emerald green, leading onto the point of one of my favorite musicals Wicked , click the link to learn more, my other favorite musical is Spring Awakening. My favorite bands are Paramore and The Veronicas . My Favorite Book Series are; Harry Potter and Twilight. My favorite TV shows are; The O.C , Gossip Girl , 90210 and Privileged . My favorite film is BreakfastAtTiffanys.
6. What turn's you on (Jadey-the horny bitch)
I like being bitten :)

7. what one thing can ANY person do, no matter who they are .. which will piss you off? (Jadey)
I guess it's just taking me for advantage, like trying to take the piss out of me when I clearly know that your doing it but think that I don't know, I'm nice, not stupid.

8. what are your plans for the future(adam- who put ALOT of thought into it)
I obvz want to become an actress on the West End Stage, in many musical productions such as Wicked,Spring Awakening, Hairspray, however if I can't do that, then I wouldn't mind doing pantomimes in December, because I think Panto's ROCK!!! I mean I LOVE Panto season, so that would be fun. I also want to get married and have a happy family, with like 2-3 kids, and just live life to the fullest. =D

9. if you could have any animal as your pet, what would it be (ashleyyy leigh)
I'd have a penguin :D, because they are SUPER cute, and people tell me I walk like one, so then I'd walk around the house with it AND I'd teach it too dance like in Mary Poppins :D.. THAT'D BE SO AWESOME!!!

10. Do you have any regrets (ashley leigh)
I don't believe that anyone should have regrets, because in the end, the mistakes you've made in the past, made you who you are today, so it's a learning expierence, I don't see it as a regret :D

11. If you was any mythical creature, what would you be and why(korein)..?
I would be a vampire =], because I love pale skin and I think being able to do all the things vampres and do is pretty awesome, besides it'd help me find Edward Cullen easier ;)
Well That's 11 questions with me, ermmm, post comments, facebook me, msn me, anything... just ask me some new questions and I'll do another questions blog...

9 Sept 2009

I'm no superman..

'i can't do this all on my own, no i know; i'm no superman..'

Please do not ask why ;
a) i have a superman obsession
and
b) i have the scrubs theme tune on my ipod..!

but its true, i have felt like this today, because really, ive been trying to do too much at one time, but i'm no superman so i can't and this song is well cool =]

anna x

8 Sept 2009

love's not a competition but i'm winning (at least.. i thought i was)

This is the song of the DAY..!
obvz it's the paramore version :D




it's kinda true, cuz when you like someone, you think hey they've fallen for me, but then you realise, hey i've fallen for them, so its like.. you don't know who's won, i know its not a competition but yeah, like what the song says..

'love's not a competition but i'm winning, at least i thought i was; but there's no way of knowing'

had an alright day today, stressing over my auditions on friday :(
but i'll get there right..

love to everybody keeping me strong :)

(L) (geeyyy heart)

7 Sept 2009

totally awesome



This is for Korein (yes it's a link.. follow her!!).. aka Renesmee.. because she is totally awesome...

'yeah we'll be the ones who are totally awesome'

because we watch a very potter musical and sing along.. and we know all the words..


andd
and and and

-slithes on floor- ' rocketship potter..? starkid potter..? mooooonnnshoooeeesss potter?'

she knows what I'm on about..

Always there for when I need someone.. and I'm always there for her... because she is like my little girl :D and she makes me sooo proud...


I LOVE YOU :D :D

6 Sept 2009

The song of purple summer..

I guess I only called it that because it really is the end of the summer; and not trying say anything but this summer has been something AMAZING! Like amazing.. seriously... I've had fun times with amazing people I've always know; Met new amazing people and had fun times with them..
Met special new people as well; who will be in my life for a long long time i hope :) and the people who have been in my life a long time; and will continue to be in my life for a long long time :)

I'm super happy atm..
Life is running smoothly..
Friends && Family is amazing
heart Pictures, Images and Photos (is all i need to say)
DRAMA IS BACK ON (college,limelight and mountview!)

I'm just going back to earth slowly.. but my feet will never hit the ground.. I'm too happy for that..


These are the moments that I'll always remember

:D


Loving Life, Loving Time, Loving Everything


'And all shall know the wonder
I will sing the song of purple summer '

Anna x

5 Sept 2009

Speechless

'Feels Like I Have Always Known You.. And I Swear I Dreamt About You.. All Those Endless Nights I Was Alone'

AH ohmygod... ohmygod..!!!!
I'm so happy right now... noone understands..
all because of what happened last night, just like... 30mins.. and it made my whole week..
It just shows you what you feel for people right...
and I know ... It's so weird, but I don't think I've ever been happier.. then right now.. I'm kinda speechless about it all..

All everyone needs to know, one of you, is making me so happy, and I miss you bad... :(


Peaceee all

2 Sept 2009

I miss you

AGAIN... this is the song playing; the blink 182 version...
I miss so many people atm... I'm not sad about it.. I just miss them...

I miss my friends at college...
this isn't all of them, it's 2 and me.. but it's a cute picture =] ; but I really miss all our silly jokes - all our lessons together and just how we are one massive family.. i love them sooo much <3


I miss my drama friends from mountview, how they always brighten up my saturday mornings and keep my weekend happy with the jokes that we make in 2 hours..
they make me so hyper at 11am on a saturday.. even if I've had NO sleep the night before..
I LOVE ALL OF YOU (we also need to take more pics!!!) <3

Not forgetting of course, My limelight family.. who make sundays worth living and WORKING (jordan) for... Every show we do just brings us so much closer, even though we probably couldn't get any closer (skins ad pic)
i love you guys SUPERMUCH! (we need to STOP taking pictures :D ) <3


And not forgetting the ones who aren't from college/drama or limelight...
I still have love for you... for making me who I am besides a massive drama queen :D :D



And I do miss you.. too... If you don't think it's you.. then it's not you... DUH... The person I miss; should know that it's them that I'm missing... but yeah... I miss you too... and I'm not baiting out who that lucky person is =] but thank you for everything <3



Horoscope..

this isn't my blog of the day; I just logged on and checked my horoscope.. and I know I shouldn't believe them and stuff, but this is really true to how I feel, and it's actually helped me feel a little better today.. because the person is important to me.. So I'm glad that it turned out like this =]


'You are going through a period of emotional intensity, Pisces, but this is not the heavy intensity that you have been dealing with as of late. In this period, you can exp
ect relationships to deepen and grow and even penetrate on a very personal level. All that you need to do is initiate the process, but for you this is easier said than done. There is a situation that has required your initiative for some time now, but your pride has been holding you back. How you choose to handle this situation in this period could have implications that last a life time, and the window of opportunity may well be closing on you. If you take the steps necessary today, you will find a deeper understanding and a bond that can not be penetrated grow between you and that person you are longing for'

1 Sept 2009

Obsession..

I don't even know why this is the title.. lol.. but it's playing...
today was good.. saw some friends; which was good; got my mind of some stuff, but then as soon as I got a moment alone at my thoughts, it thought about it.. which kinda sucks, I do already feel a lack of something in my life, so yeah, but I'm so glad that they got this oppertutnity... and like... I know that one day things will happen... because I just know....


yeah this is an UBER short blog...


'your like an obsession; (so why do we have to stop) cuz every sense is telling me, we know where it's gunna lead, but the temptation is killing right, I'm dead, like, like an obsession..'

31 Aug 2009

Decode..

This.. has.. got.. to... be.. the.. song.. of.. the.. day..

i just feel like certain people can't read me today.. well.. my thoughts..
i just feel a little more alone again.. like for the past few weeks; i felt a lil less alone.. and now it's gone back to me feeling alone... in my little la la land.. and i just wanna get lost in it again...
it makes me feel a little more sane..

' im screaming out i love you so; but my thoughts you can't decode'

okay so the love thing.. isn't love... but MY THOUGHTS YOU CAN'T DECODE!

ARGH..
why does life have to get hard all of a sudden.. when things start sailing smooth..

this is why i dont believe in fairytales anymore... :(


well......

i wanna do a 21 questions post thing.. so gimmie some questions to answer :D x